Friday, September 11, 2009

Thanks To All


Over the dark space in earth,
Over the dark day and night,
Over the silent days of life,
Yet I had a place to be secure,
That was in my mom’s womb!
Thanks to my “Mom

It was a time I had enough space to live,
I had time to grow my heart and mind.
I was constructed with bolts and nuts,
Oops! I’m sorry nerves and veins,
It was a perfect building, sorry Body!
Thanks to my “Almighty

It was a time I celebrated my childhood,
Out of my journey, I was like a free bird,
Was like a cute little angle for all around,
I thought god made my life so special,
I was loved, liked and pampered by all,
Thanks to my “Family

It was a time the knowledge played a role,
I was forced to learn stuff which I dint like,
I did all just to follow my life’s path,
Scoring marks was the only work I had,
My mistakes were forgiven with love,
Thanks to my “Teachers

It was a time when I started to learn,
My wounds were no longer paining,
My wishers were no longer satisfied,
And I was no longer wanted by all,
All thought me, who I am now,
Thanks to my “Teenage

It was a time I lost the world in love,
I was being noticed and cared,
My long awaiting dream was satisfied,
I loved life to the core when I was being loved,
Thanks to my “Beloved one


It was time I thought to hate the love,
My wishes was not considered and annoyed,
Rather ‘To love’ was what everyone thought me,
Life gave me everything other than my first love,
Thanks to my “Preachers

It was a time where responsibility begins,
Was applying lessons on my life and I was noticed,
Found living for money is not worth my living,
I have everything and I was no more dependent,
It was a time I realized I need someone of my own,
Thanks to my ‘Instinct

Now,
It is a time I am thinking for whom I live,
It is a time I realized that I need love,
It is a time I found no one is with me,
It is the time I recognized who I want,
It is a time I gonna live life only for Me..!!!
Thanks to “ME

Saturday, August 8, 2009

The Day 1 Of My Life


It was a sunny day... September 8th of late 1980's..! Almost all were there around my mom! 

I was in a safe place where no one was around me. I was alone.. No one to accompany me... I could hear the voice of many people who wished to see me..! I don’t want to pain my mom for my appearance on this earth..! But god dint allow me. She screamed in pain, i wished she should be safe but god wished to give her pain in order to make her life more beautiful and meaningful..!

It Seems my parents had a very tough time to make me smile and finally they ended up with  ( I know , I am still not smiling.. :P )

I made her suffer for long. She wished to see me very desperately. But god was waiting for the right time. It was a fine Tuesday, all in hospital..! Waiting for a little baby.. Waiting to welcome one more member to their family...
But it was only my mom and dad... Who wished to see a proof of their loving life...? Who wanna add more meaning to their existence of their life and it was approximately at 11:47 am. The crying sound of a baby entered the ears of my loved ones.

A lady with a bright smile peeped out of the room and told, it’s a "Beautiful Baby Girl". It was none other than me!

I was cute, i was plumply, my eyes yet to open and see the world. I was so special... Loved by all... The queen of my family. Made everyone smile of my existence. (Wish i could make it forever).

And at the end of the day, god had sent me a message to earth telling, it’s time to face my life... And parents are just to guide me the path. It’s time for me to start my drama in this world and play my role as a true loving human!

Who the hell knows that is my Existence worth in this world. I have to grow... Grow and still glow..!!!